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Mon, 28 May 2007 22:01:08 GMT

yeah, wow ifmy its too crazy.
Ilu, yeah i know i do. Im head over heels and im happy. This is my last entry on this journal ive decided ima make a new one every year so you can be on top of the drama ;]. Like anabel said in her lj entry, this year has brought alot of change, uncertainty and happiness in a way towards everyone and everything. I know from my time at cp to sw, ive changed in a huge way.

Yes i started doing drugs at between (i just drooled on myself XD though i would let you know...keep reading =]), september/november. Ive dated about, 4 girls this year wow anabel, we got something in common lmfao. W.e i regret only 2. 1 that i dont regret was a very long one, i just hated the problems.
And now my 4th and last one, i plan to keep you as long as possible as i can, im in love with you, yeah i am. I can tell you have made up this whole entire year of drama and shittalking to happiness. strong words to say but you already know this. Ilu.

My drugs use? pfftt dont regret at all, call me a druggie,pothead,stop being my friend for what i do, im not ashamed, those were the times where i would find a euphoric feeling that has shaped me into what i am today. Try it and tell me you wouldnt like it, you just dont know what your missing. After june 18 this year, everything will stop, focus on school, pass my classes graduate and live life. My plans after high school? leave florida, go live in europe study music hopefully succeed, my backup? culinary arts, cooking i want to be a chef.

I love all of you who i hold close. oh i can get textes again =D.lol.<--random.

well, im done. Have a good summer, dont get too fucked up XD

:)

Sun, 27 May 2007 13:52:54 GMT

well, something big happened last night, not the getting drunk as fuck but what i actually said which had to come out. It was inside of me since last week, and it was inside of you when we were laying on the ground.

Ifmy.

"Love is free love me say hell yes" :)

hmm

Sat, 26 May 2007 21:07:01 GMT

ok misunderstanding, sorry.Just problems with that one person can trigger me and w.e
I'm starting to go crazy for that last bell of school.

"by the way i tried to say i be there"
imy<33.
not a very good weekend.
summers here, yay.

FC NIGGA XD. laurie the story was hilarioussss

lolololol

Wed, 23 May 2007 22:50:26 GMT

today, one of the best days ive had in sw.
Glad that i had all my friends in 3rd to be there for me ;] hahaha
i would do it again, =]

In other words, funny how ppl could not stop staring and mind their own business.
=D, schools ending. Summers here, birthday coming soon, wooot summer school ;] hahaha

Babe, ifmy.
Had a good time at gremma's house.Like always.

Well

Wed, 23 May 2007 00:42:23 GMT

im very excited for 2mm. Can't wait for tonight/tomorrow.
I'm going to nap for some energy then at 12 at midnight the fun begins.
To the people that will be with me 2mm, dont be scared ;].

AHHHH i wanna get to 3rd period already lololol, italian is gonna be interesting.

Babe, i miss you, take care of me tonight.
Blue smileyyyy =]]]]]]]]
and blue m&m

I will be saving the smiley for the last 15 mins of italian hahaha can't wait.

hmm

Tue, 22 May 2007 01:02:09 GMT

stfu.
=], glad it happened to you.
Taco bell ^-^
246 2mm, gay.
Iay.<33.
6th per 2mm ;]

loloolol

Sun, 20 May 2007 02:01:35 GMT

excited =]
octagons with speeeeeeeed ;]

haha see if i live XD

ihy<33

take care of me tonight haha

I

Sat, 19 May 2007 22:36:14 GMT

need you

Sat, 19 May 2007 15:39:34 GMT

Well friday was ehh, it opened my eyes and also i found people to truly trust. Tonight, blue smiley's, idc where though. If it's by myself thats fine, or idk hang out with ppl that will also do it. I want pancakes.

Ahhh school's almost over thank god. One less test for me to take is 6th per
haha. Next year, is going to be good. I hope.

I would go back to cp for one day to see the ppl that i miss, which are only a few. I would visit my ap world teacher, and italian teacher lololol

=]

serioulsy

Fri, 18 May 2007 21:23:32 GMT

shut the fuck up
i am not showing anyone your fucking nudes buddy that crap has been deleted off my fucking computer so long ago its not even funny go talk shit to someone else and im getting sick of the bullshit of you and your fucking friends on everyone else. SO stop your shit talking
i havent even bothered to lower myself to the level of wasting my time and showing everyone those fucking pictures ok? thanks

best advice in a while

Fri, 18 May 2007 00:24:21 GMT

QnB4lyf: it was NICE talking to you {: take care my dear, and take care of that girlfriend of yours, because! those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter .. so fuck the haters, and ENJOY your life ..

:)

Thu, 17 May 2007 23:49:21 GMT

Sono felice come può essere con la ragazza che quel me ha fatto ferma sorridere dal secondo gli ho parlato quando abbiamo incontrato. Veramente mi pieace la vita mia. Mi piace mi aimici. Ti adoro piu molto e state con me piu troppo tempo?

lol, i love knowing another language.

Mr. moore was cool about it, now i dont get to go back to 6th per anymore =D
Well mrs little was very understanding about everything, she didn't care i skipped her class she just told me get your act together, and when i was leaving class she told me to try and come next class which i will, i showed her "scar tissue" and she smiled when she saw the picture of Anthony Kiedies smoking at the tender age of 6. Another thing i read the book and i lend it to someone and now the whole world has their own copy and is so obsessed with it? lol funny thing. Mrs little even saw the lyrics to under the bridge and told me must be a very good song that means alot to you.
mhm it does.

Under the bridge downtown....well you know the rest =]

Another thing, i love spending my afternoon with you, with your family. Apparently your brothers love me ;]. So im driving now, lol its funny when my mom is next to me thinking ima crash but i know what im doing. Maybe ill get my car when i see my dad, he'll defientely buy me one. So i guess thats gonna be my birthday gift from him i still don't know.
=]

well

Thu, 17 May 2007 05:13:29 GMT

thank god my mom was allright with it, mostly she just wants me to confide in her and talk to her about anything. Now i keep thinking about 2mm in the morning when i have to go to moore's office, idk im just nervous never been in a kind of trouble like this and i keep wondering what hes gonna tell me. Hopefully it wont be bad, and it will go well.

peace, ill try to get some sleep

ifmy

its not

Wed, 16 May 2007 21:06:29 GMT

your fault babe.
Well today was hell it was good until 6th per. I'm not gonna waste my time telling what happened just that I'm fucked. Well my mom is calm i hope and my grandma is str8 about it. I have to take to moore 2mm and talk shit out w.e.
Haha sure buddy go for it;]
Ehh hopefully i wont get into deep shit.
I fucking miss you, i need you today the most.
I adore you. =]

(:

Tue, 15 May 2007 21:25:45 GMT

well, i was schocked by something someone told me today and it goes like this
"anabel come here, are you friendly with augusto outside of school?" "do you know why he has been absent to my class for so long because I'm kinda worried about him" "um, no miss, i havent talked to him much lately" "oh, well let me know if you know anything that ...(she looks at me) you know?"

^ there was my 5th per teacher, asking where i was and actually cared. That got me ^-^ never have had a teacher asking and knowing of what i do out of school. Funny how life works. I guess i found my skipping class for next year and someone other teacher who i can tell what i do on the weekends other than lopez.

=] your currently napping right now and i miss you and can't wait to see you.

"Tell me now girl that you need me too
Tell me now girl cause I've got a feeling 4 you"

Tue, 15 May 2007 02:11:08 GMT

Here she comes in a suit and tie
Shepard's bush and a leopard's pie
She marching to the funky beat of
James Brown and his dancing feet
Gonna set your fish on fire
Pistol whipping of desire
So please do not resist your fate
I'll pick you up yes it's a date

How could I forget to mention the bicycle is a good invention
Sitting there in a silent movie
Beside the only girl who really ever moved me
Happy days but sad I'm facin
Heaven knows that I'm on the case
How could I forget to mention the bicycle

Somebody told the world
The beauty of your verse
My girl I heard it first
The beauty of your verse

A sticky finger and a wicked taste
Gotta a lot of love and a lyrical case
Be sure to write it in your book
I promise not to look
Wanna smell your sunny face
Funny place but it's never a waste
I'd hop this fence to make amends
I hope this movie never ends

How could I forget to mention the bicycle is a good invention
Make it up makin you my business
A funny buttercup but I let her forgiveness
Happy days but sad I'm facin
Heaven knows that I'm on the case
How could I forget to mention the bicycle

Somebody told the world
The beauty of your verse
My girl I heard it first
The beauty of your verse

Somebody told the world
The beauty of your verse
My girl I heard it first
The beauty of your verse

hihihihhhi

Tue, 15 May 2007 01:46:18 GMT

I got nothing to say.
Ihy<33.

"I care for you
I really do I really do

Come closer now
So you can lie
Right by my side"

My will is well. =]

(:

Mon, 14 May 2007 02:12:48 GMT

i feel great. I met the whole important side of her family, =] hope they liked me. I enjoyed taking the bus and walking idk how many blocks just to be with you. BAMF STARRRR: You like her a lot!
BAMF STARRRR: I can tell

and even her best friend can tell. =]

ihy<33 today was awesome.

hi.

Sat, 12 May 2007 18:08:02 GMT

my life, is the best. My friends could not get any better,My girlfriend is amazing.Everything seems great. Last night, was very good. Someone was rolling on the grass ;] haha ihy<33.

Well, summer is here. School has been done for me since the first week of May. I really need to go back to 6th per, lol he might kill me but w.e i have an admit hopefully that will help somewhat. I can't wait till the end of the school year, no more waking up early, party everyday, and become a bum ;]. Today im meeting the grandparents lol kinda nervous but i hope it goes good. Next year im expecting it to be one of the best, i got guitar 2 for a class and i really hope i learn more so it can help me out. I feel great.

"All my friends
Like to spend
Days on end
On the mend
I turn to you, I turn into
And then I turn it again "

=].

lol

Fri, 11 May 2007 00:38:43 GMT

babe ihy<33
no wonder there is not bone in the nostrils ;]

so

Thu, 10 May 2007 03:41:07 GMT

lots of things i found out from my father, my younger sister is already going to 2nd grade, hes with another woman, hes coming in June with my uncle supposively. We talked on the phone said he misses me and w.e i need to just ask, i dont cry, but he knows how to make me cry after talking on the phone with him, its just a rush i got after not talking for so long and he comes out of nowhere with this, he bought me a $1,012 laptop which hes trying to get in my good graces. Hes currently talking to nikkii funny how he wants to know about her when he barely knows about me lmao w.e thats how my dad is.
My older sister also i now in college, just 3 years older than me, its crazy how time goes flying. I could care less about school now, only the ppl that matter to me are the only ones i care for. If there is drama, i wont give a shit i got better things in my life to worry about. Its fucking high school shit that i know when im older ill think wow how dumb was i to actually go and follow this. Bring drama i wont care, this is not meant for noonne so dont anyone go and try to think im meaning to start shit. Its just my outlook on my life and what i think i should do with my life.
My friends my girlfriend and my family are all that matter to me, anything else is just garbage that im threw with. Ill be graduating in 2 years, its time to start enjoying it. Well im off to talk to my father, lots of catching up to do.

well

Thu, 10 May 2007 02:05:11 GMT

this is the highlight of my day:

I'm currently talking to my father.
Mhm my father or the person i can't stand talking to.
He really wants to get in my good graces, im getting a laptop the guitar i want and my sidekick, hes "coming" in june to visit, not raising my hopes up like ive done in the past. W.e hes my dad i have to love him in an unconditional way. He looks older now from the picture i see of him. Funny how fast time goes by. W.e

the past recedes

Thu, 10 May 2007 00:01:31 GMT

=] ihy.
2mm for p.e i think I'm screwed oh well, its worth it.
This weekend, will be awesome.
And the weekend after this one will also be too.
Getting my sidekick soon, cant wait, also my tattoo.

Dory listen to This velvet glove by rhcp.

Tue, 08 May 2007 23:56:50 GMT

your not a random person, your my babe ;]

Tue, 08 May 2007 23:23:48 GMT

Well, theres nothing really to say.
I just want school over, I'm tired of it.
2mm is going to be a good day, 135, my favorite classes expect for Italian.
=] Today are arbetter's was good, had fun with Laurie, her dad, and Nikki.